urgh. for the first time ever i ended a “date” with my girl friend (not girlfriend) with a serious quarrel. it’s not that i do not respect her wish of not explaining what happened in the past couple of months. it’s not that i do not appreciate her for what she’s done for me and her suffering because of that. it’s not that i do not care of her. it’s not about that.
it’s about why she keeps everything to herself. it’s about why she refuses to speak out. it’s about why she lies to me. now, i know that sometimes women do that for someone they love, but that does not apply to me. remember that im fully aware that sometimes people deserve not to know the real truth. so, please dont get me wrong here.
urgh … another reason why i decided to stay single.